
"Don't question the beauty of your face, but question the beauty of your soul"
- Alicia McCuaig
"The pure and simple truth is rarely pure and never simple"
- Oscar Wilde
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!! Thanks for the tag! You like hockey huh? I LOVE hockey
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Gah, so tanner is yet to talk to me, even tho i told him "hey come talk to me"... here is the 411
he made out with this grl at our choir trip and i did not find out about this until monday at lunch... about 5-10 min later tanner came over to where i was eating and i was still upset/shocked about the news so i got up and left saying "this is awkward"... so i decided to just take a deep breath, spend the rest of the day to think about an appropriate mature response to this so here is what i came up with...
I'm not mad at tanner about making out with this grl and i have no right to be mad at him because a) he is not my bf so technically he is not cheating on me (b) he is single and allowed to go and do whatever he wants
but i do have the right to be hurt because of our own personal situation and that for 4 days i have looked like an idiot because i did not know about this... So tuesday i decided that i am going to talk to him and that as friends we will figure this out, but he would not let me talk to him and walked away/ avoided me with his head down (hmmm cowardly) so that hurt me even more. And it was the same story today.... It is soo upsetting because we are such good friends that we should be able to talk this through and find out what is going on. I don't want him to be my boyfriend ne more, i don't want him to be my best friend with benefits ne more, i just want my best friend again... that one person that i could actually talk to and depend on....
so that is my personal update
ps. i talked to my dad about it and he said that i should get tanner alone and get right in his face and be like "What the hell is going on?" - that shocked me a bit, coming from my dad